Sometimes when I am daydreaming, I converse with myself. Usually I don't record the conversations, but sometimes, given the opportunity, I type the whole conversation as it occurs. In other words, I not only talk to myself, but type to myself as well. I was going through some of my old papers today and found this conversation... I've named one of the conversationalists "Me" and the other one "Me Too".
I suppose that other, more angelic sounding names, such as "RaElle and Shamballah" would have made it sound more spiritual and channel-ly, but I didn't really feel like that would have been honest. I wasn't channeling. I don't allow discarnate entities to use my voice. They can get their own body, as far as I'm concerned. I was talking to myself, and that's that.
Anyway, here's the transcript... Oddly, it has a bearing on the attachment/pain I was feeling last week. Sort of a message in a bottle from the past.
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Me: Speak to me of Time.
Me Too: Time is a measuring device.
It measures the distance between two
events.
Me: Distance??
Me too: Right. Distance. Distance
and time are interchangeable concepts.
Rulers measure distance in inches. Time measures distance in seconds. That's
all.
Me: But, doesn't time measure two
events that take place 0 distance apart?
Me Too: They may appear 0 distance
apart to you, but they are not. They
have traveled a distance of time.
Me: Where have they traveled? They
never left spot X.
Me Too: But they did. Spot X
itself moved through space as the earth
revolved around the sun. The motion of the universe is the ultimate clock. The
breathing, the pulse of the universe is the final measure. When the pulse is
still, all time will stop for an instant. When it beats, all time moves forward
towards the next event.
Me: How may I become a master of
time?
Me Too: First I must define for you
what that entails. A master of time
must first understand:
Me: Slow down time. The
implications of that are staggering. Does this mean slow it down for me
alone or for anyone in my energy field?
Me too: You already do this to
some degree without knowing it. How many times have you thought that four or
five years is one or two years? As for affecting others in your vicinity, this
depends upon their focus. Whatever holds their attention is what they will
perceive. All such abilites (stretching time, bilocation, etc.) derive from the
same source.
Me: How may I "Jump" from one place
to the next, be two places at once,
etc.? Does this have to do with the on-off of the universe?
Me Too: Where are you when you are
not? The pulse of the Universe is an
endless on/off cycle, occurring so rapidly that it cannot be seen with the
"normal" human eye. But as you approach the Silence, you can see more and more
clearly those things which are faster than that which is normally seen. Then
you stretch it out even more by ever approaching the silence. At the point of
the silence, you can see and feel the pulse. At the off pulse, you are not. At
the on pulse, you are. If directly before the off pulse, at the moment of
transition, you perceive a need to be elsewhere to do some service, you will be
there at the next all-on pulse. You will rapidly do the service and then return
via an off pulse.
Me: Can someone get "stuck" in the
"off" pulse and never come back?
Me Too: No, because this can only
be done when one has truly entered the
Silence. One cannot enter the silence halfway. Once the silence is entered,
travel through the off pulse is no big deal. But the silence must be entered
first, otherwise you can't even see the off pulse.
Me: Are there "gateways" to other
universes out there?
Are there places where the "Off" pulse lasts longer than other places?
Are they stable? What are their properties?
Me Too: Yes, there are Gateways.
The "off" pulse doesn't "last" longer at
these places, though you are right in assuming that the on/off pulse is not
uniform throughout the universe. Gateways are in fact places where other
reality frequencies are penetrating into our reality. This is done on purpose
in most cases, by the projectors of the frequencies. Gateways are stable in the
sense that they will last as long as the projector is "on". The properties of
the gateways depend on the reality frequency being projected. The really high
spiritual frequencies are quite beautiful, but as yet unintelligible to you
until neurons are formed in your brain so you can know you're seeing something.
Me: Does the frequency of the
gateways have anything to do with Time?
Me Too: Since Frequency measures
motion, i.e., the time taken to vibrate
between two points, and it is also measurable in terms of the distance between
the two points, it has to do with time. But time is not as readily measurable
in the higher, non-physical frequencies, simply because many of these are not
physical matter and therefore no longer involve DISTANCE, which is a measure of
physical matter only. Empty space as you see it, by the way, is included in
physical matter.
Me: You said that the on-off pulse
of the universe is not uniform.
Me Too: You were expecting, maybe,
homogenization?! This is the Universe,
not Borden's Milk! There are areas where "on-off" happens at a much slower
rate. But consider what this may mean. It may mean that these areas are
approaching silence, or are being observed by beings very close to the silence.
Me: To get to the Silence, one must
relinquish past and future and be here
now. Thus one must have no intent. Intent implies future based on the past.
No intent means no future. So how do I get to the place of no future, no past,
no intent?
Me Too: You get to that place by
paying very close attention to what you are
doing. In fact, you only pay attention to the moment occurring now, including
what you are doing, what is occurring in the room around you, what sounds you
are hearing, who is there, etc. It means you can't think past -wise about
anything. It is here and now. It will never be here again. It is new. This
is the first and last time you will ever see it. Don't forget, Point X has
moved through the galaxy, never to return to the exact spot. Experience all as
part of life. Don't worry about it. Diffuse the fear and hostility of past
with love, which is now.
Me: So by observing all now-ness
very carefully and completely, you are
saying I can achieve the state of no intent? Where do service, devotion, and
meditation come in?
Me Too: These are only forms of
observation. True meditation is equal to
observation on a high level. True service requires meticulous observation of
where and when your service is required. Devotion is nothing more than total
observation and hence appreciation and love of the objects of devotion. All
three require observation as opposed to past or future association.
Me: So by total observation I can
enter the silence?
Me Too: Yes. Now try it for 30
seconds. This is all most people can do at
first. Even that is very good. Just remember this is the last time you will
ever be exactly here.
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